Hey peeps!
Another
night and another time to write. This post will still be the continuation of 15
Day Challenge which should have finished a long time ago. It should have been
the 8th day with the topic, “Describe, the good, the bad, the ugly
of yourself.” Personally, this topic is quite tricky as I’m not capable of
judging myself. It is difficult to categorize or label myself as this or that
since in my view, one can only judge others, not themselves. I don’t know, it’s
just hard to describe myself. Nonetheless, I’m still going to try of course and
point out how I think I see myself and I will throw other things that people
have said about me.
Let’s
start from the ugly one first. I think I can say that the ugly side of myself
would be my strong opinion of the person who has ever done something bad to me.
You see, when someone has ever done something bad to me, it is sometimes hard
to change my opinion or how I see this person. If this particular person talks
to me, I will still respond to them but honestly, I really would not careless
about every inch of that person. Surely, this is an ugly part of me which
should be changed. I’ve talked to a friend of mine who said a very quotable
statement, “You may hate the person but it will not take you anywhere. Plus, if
you take this on the other way around, you will not want to be judged for the
mistakes that you have done once to another people, right?” Anddd, I believe
she has a point there.
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Moving
on to the bad side of myself, I would say that it’s my inability to express
myself directly. It’s hard for me to talk directly on how I feel about
something. You can say that I’m not straight-forward. I’m better at writing it
down than talking about it. Sometimes, the idea of confronting something to
someone is really terrifying. So, that’s a bad thing right? Everyone should be
able to talk for themselves and say how they feel without having to feel
afraid. This has to be changed for sure, for I don’t want to be taken advantage
of with this. So, finger crossed!
The
last is the good side. There is no way that I don’t sound overbearing when
saying this. I even think myself as one when I try to think myself in good
ways. I don’t even know why, haha. I think the good side of myself is that I’m
kind? I’m not even sure. At least that is what my friends and some people that
I have encountered said to me. I’m sure they have their own reasons when they
say that I’m kind, but I personally have no idea how to describe myself as a
kind person. I think I just act the way a normal being should and how I want
people to treat me.
That’s
all I guess. I’m getting to know myself a little bit more through this writing.
Hopefully, you (who happen to come across this post) can write this too and get
to know yourself a little bit more.
I’ll
see you on the next post!
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